Monday, March 28, 2011

can you trust a dream

the word trust keeps coming up
and i know in the real world
it is such a good solid thing
right now i am searching for that real world
for when i am with you
i am floating along
in some sort of dream land
when we are apart
all the memories are like a dream
no reality could be so consuming and pure
your touch is so soft yet strong
and i am so satisfied
i know i held you and the sun shone thru your hair
but we were so young
and our passion was so fulfilling
that i yearn only
to see your face
that seems now like a vision
i imagined this love
but i am living a dream
can you trust a dream
yes when i hold your face
and kiss your lips
it feels so real
then i think back and say
that couldn't have been yesterday
the excitement of being with you
that feeling of joy
can it return can it be found
after being gone for so long
if you were here
you would say hush
it is only a dream
a dream fulfilled
trust this dream
but live it
with me
yes
you can trust this dream

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

just have to

just have to say
i love you
just have to hold
and feel your body next to mine
just have to feel the raw emotion
that only you trigger
just have to be with you
if only for just a moment
just have to drink you in
for only you quench my thirst
just have to say
i love you again and again
just have to feel wonderful
because that is how you make me feel
just have to be patient
for time will tell
just have to see another sunset
without you
just have to sleep
wishing it was next to you
just have to want you
and feel your want also
just have to understand
you are worth the lonely times
just have to keep reaching
for you
just have to
say hi baby
just have to enjoy
every second with you
just have to have you
touch my back so gently
just have to
rub your feet
just have to

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

the heat is right

saw a sunset
clouds trying to share the glory
walked the shore
tested the water
very inviting but not yet
for i want to feel the warmth
i need the heat
avoid the coolness
seeking the heat
tried to finish
but no end
but felt the sweetness and again
so i look to tomorrow
for in today
no heat
no end
but sweetness
i did have
so you make me feel like no other
and i'm different from your past
so let me feel the heat
and you find the end
nothing like a love story
to keep the heart happy
like a slow dance
to an old song
it just makes you feel good
so i will try to relax
and let my self go
not afraid to lead with my heart
my head keeps getting it wrong
the heat is right
remember
the heat is right

Thursday, March 10, 2011

sunshine on a cloudy day

i awoke to sounds of thunder
lightning flashes
a gray day
thoughts of just staying in bed
fought my way thru a morn
lacking sunshine
no walk on the beach
only a hope for the evening
when your arms will open
like a butterflies wings
filled with nectar
gathered with tender care
you offer me such passion
i gently rub your feet
your legs draped over me
i feel ours hearts so close
no need for words
when your presence
fills me so
to hold you
to be with you
i feel your love
and you feel mine
so sleep
work
sleep again
love will follow
for love must wait
my love will wait

Friday, March 4, 2011

so strong

i feel so weak
because it seems that i live and die
on your every word and action
this is just too much pressure to put on you
but my passion for you is so strong
i tried to deny the truth
that i love you
and tried to walk away
i couldn't and can't
so how do i
relax
when you seem to push me away
rather not pull me close
i see you always as reaching to me
and when you don't
i hurt
because you fill me
like no other before
daunting
the fact that a simple hug from you
is all i need
to make love to you moves mountains
so much to expect from you
but i only ask for your time
and your love
as much as you can give
so weak am i
so strong are you