wish that you would

wish that you would take some of my strength
and use it when you are tired
wish that i could take your smile with me
so i could wear it when we're apart
hope that you know how complete
that you make me feel
wish that that you would
take from me what you need
for i only wish to to make you happy
and when you smile at me i feel so full
but sometimes i see the emptiness
in you that i can't fill
wish that you would
let me fill the void
i guess that it is easy for me to say
because i take so much from you
and i feel that i give you so little in return
i do feel so much love and trust
when i hold you
wish that i could hold you now

pretend

i never thought that i
would ever feel like i
feel with you
everything before you
seems now like pretend
real life begins
with a hug from you
nothing else will do
days without you are longer
time with you
passes by so fast
hard as i try to make it last
i turn around
and you are gone
i lay in bed
hugging my pillow
searching for sleep

a rose

i went to bring you a rose
but it withered rather than
being compared to you
the candy melted
for its' sugar couldn't compete
with your sweetness
a diamond sparkles only as
a reflection of your eyes
and gold just wants to coil
on your fingers and arms
because elsewhere it is plain and useless
when eyes gaze at you
they behold you
when arms hold you
they become weak
for holding you is like
touching love
so i lay next to you and
feel complete bliss
for surely i can't deserve this
perhaps god
is just letting me
dream this
so that when i awake
i will be punished for my sins
by not being next to you
i will gladly suffer the pain
of not being with you
just to live the dream
for truly
if i was really laying next to you
i would in heaven
and you an angel
telling me that love is real

when i close my eyes

when i close my eyes
my arms open for you
my heart cries out
i need your touch
so how can i sleep
when my arms are empty
when my lips are searching for yours
when i know you are there
and i am here
i know that
you must be able
to do the work
that lets you live
but i enjoy
our time together
so much that
the rest of the world
doesn't exist
that i get greedy
and want it all
when i close my eyes
i need to feel you
i want to hold your heart
things seem to get better
day by day
i believe more than
ever that our love
is true and lasting
so
when i close my eyes
it brings us one night closer
when i close my eyes
one less night alone
when i close my eyes

i wanna lay with you

i wanna lay with you
smelling your hair
as it softly brushes over my body
i want to kiss you all over until
i know all of your body
i wanna lay with you
feeling all your love
touching my heart
in places i didn't know i had
giving me a love i've
been searching for
yes all along
you were there
but it took so long to find you
i wanna lay with you
i hear the soft things you say
without you making a sound
i understand your touch
as only a lover can
i feel the depth of your emotion
and wait for you
to allow me to enter your world
able to be loved by you
as you have loved no other
i wanna lay with you
side by side
equal partners in love
i wanna lay with you
touch my lips with yours
hold my hand as only you can
knowing that we are in love
a love able to withstand the heat of day
as well as the coolness and dark of night
spoken as well as unspoken
the answer is the same
i wanna lay with you

can it it be better than this

you softly touched me on the arm
saying that you missed me
can it be better than this
can we be more in love
than at this moment
you say i laughed
but it was more like a teenage girl giggle
my heart filled with your love
just knowing this feeling
fills me with joy
later i lay next to you
feeling your softness
next to me
such a moment
that i still relive that moment
time after time
it is like my heart tells my mind
don't think
i just want to feel that moment
over and over
but my mind interrupts and says
remember
that
this will happen
again tonite
i just smile
can it be any better than this
a woman that loves me
willing to share her life with me
the ring is on her finger
and the joy is in my heart
can it be any better than this

again today

again today
another passed away
not who we expected
but one that seemed strong
well as strong as a weakened soul can be
so how do i face this day
when another has passed away
is life so random
so full of pain
that to be done with it
is a relief
is there a reason for this
this life that
i face each day
do i shed tears
do i just look away
or struggle past
with my head down
to hide my tears
or do i face the pain
face the fear
for fear is a part of it
fear of not knowing
for no matter how strong the faith
there is fear of not knowing for sure
what lies ahead
so i must have faith
do i trust the pain that i see
or do i trust
the hope i feel
i always trust my heart
for it doesn't lie
what i see as real
the pain i see
makes me sad
my heart can make me happy
i choose my heart
i choose faith
so i can face the day
when another has passed away

what is this feeling

what is this feeling
when i am with you
your smile touches me
in a way i wish i could describe
i am completely satisfied
i only want for your closeness
you give yourself to me
you give a completeness
that soothes me
your touch is amazing
saying that i am in love with you
is true but
the feeling is much more
the entirety of me
is filled by you
so much so
that i find that some times
i only want to just hold you
and do nothing more
i tried to tell others
how i feel
and it is so hard to put into words
an emotion that is so pure
so filling
i tell you that
i love you
but my heart screams
it is more that that
but my mind says
where are the words
what do i say
so when we lay together
and hold each other
that is all i want
just to hold you
nothing else matters
and yes
i love you

changes

everything won't change in a day

that's what you told me

that things evolve slowly

and true slowly bit by bit

our love has grown

changed

but the same old fears are still there

don't be afraid of saying it all

more and more 

i feel the closeness to you

like no other

but i don't fear it

i embrace it

it just seems that

you have been hurt so much

that yet so much still remains

pain of the heart mind soul and body

i can hope to replace it with love

only a little at a time

so don't be down

life is being good to us

enjoy the smiles

embrace the love

and kiss the sunshine of life

i will hold you again tomorrow

and that is a good thing

and more little changes

and lots more love

brand new yesterday

will you kiss me today
can i kiss you tomorrow
i want to spend my time with you
making brand new yesterdays

you're the only dream

you're
the only dream
that
i want
you with your long flowing hair
the one who has my heart
you also have my sleep
cause i don't want to sleep
without you as my dream
empty arms
full mind
just don't want to dream without you
by my side
touching you
holding you
knowing you
yes i can dream of you
but it a pale memory
compared to the real you
i reach out for you
but my dream isn't there
i know that if i wait
i will sleep
but my mind keeps thinking of you
my body is missing the softness of you
you're my dream
but you are real
so real
that
i miss you
oh let me sleep
my eyes are heavy
but i only want my dream
my love
i want you
i close my eyes
hoping you will appear
maybe tonite
you're the only dream that i want

i miss her too

saw your cat looking out
the window
looking for you to come home
i stood right beside her
knowing i wouldn't see you
but i can wish just the same
i guess it's a silly game
i looked at the cat and said

i miss her too
i miss her too
from the moment she walked out the door
i missed her too


went to go to bed
but something in my head said
your going to be alone
so watch one more show
i finally got tired enough
to lay on your empty side
grabbed your pillow
and i could swear it said

i miss her too
i miss her too
from the moment she walked out the door
i missed her too

got out of bed
looked in the mirror
i need to shave
and do something with this hair
dirty dishes in the sink
and clothes on the floor
i asked my reflection
what do you think

i miss her too
i miss her too
from the moment she walked out of the door
i missed her too

your smile

your smile
i only want to sleep if when i awake
it is to your smile
i only want to come home
if when i do
it is to your smile
life is so full of problems
but i will gladly face them
if i know when things are right
i will see your smile
you so freely give me
your smile
and i so easily accept
your smile
please understand that i don't take it for granted
i know how precious it is
and i appreciate the fact
that when you smile at me
it is your heart
lighting up your face
your smile is all i need
your smile

still wanting to touch you

still wanting to touch you

even though i spent so much time with you

my feeling for you is just as strong

this constant desire

is only quenched briefly

the next day and the day after

the feeling is the same

still wanting to touch you

oh i know that

when i touch you i feel the fire

the intensity of a love that is true

the soft caresses

the tender kisses

the warm touch of your body

these remain my constant desire

i feel the hesitancy

the slight fear of total acceptance

how you feel my presence when i'm not near

but for me there is

no replacing

how i feel when i am with you

simply

the best most wonderful

intense pleasure

is to be with you

when i look at you and you smile at me

my world is complete

you have to offer me nothing else

yet i do desire you

i do love you deeply

i want the oneness

that only commitment brings

so be yourself

but don't be afraid

to shed some of the past

for i can not carry my past with me

neither should you

our present is wonderful

and our future shines bright

but i'm

still wanting to touch you

in the morning

and in the brightness of day

as well as

in the quiet night

for as i accept you

i too look for acceptance

as a man that

still wants to touch you

dreams of the past

why do i

why do i

have to dream of the past

how can i

how can i

make this feeling go past

it'll just make me hurt

and i just can't cry

i want to feel my new love

i already said goodbye

why do i

why do i

have to dream of the past

how can i

how can i

make this feeling go past

as i lay next to her

my heart feels no pain

her lips are so warm

the world seems so sane

why do i

why do i

have to dream of the past

how can i

how can i

make this feeling go past

so i'll try again

in a minute or two

to go to sleep

and not dream of you

why do i

why do i

have to dream of the past

how can i

how can i

make this feeling go past

finally a man

i think i am
finally a man
i just realized that you let me
touch the real you
that soft gentle inner woman
i saw you as this hot almost wild woman
a lot of rough edges
practical hard working
showing a raw side untamed
so i tried to be this guy
who was firm but silly
a big little boy
trying to be slightly forceful
how wrong was i
i just touched you
without a bit of strength
just trying to respect your softness
i was ever so gentle
more so than i ever have been
i feel so strong but not vulnerable
you were open to me
and i caressed you
with a sensitive touch that i hadn't felt before
i long to continue this journey with you
i feel that i have a woman by my side
and i finally feel like a man
so i will be the soft gentle man
who loves you deeply

how many more times

i don't know

how many times

i'm going to feel this pain

i don't know how many times

i can let you hurt me

i don't know how many times

i will walk in the rain

i just know that

i'm not ready to let you

walk out that door

i don't know

how many times

i'm going to feel this pain

i keep telling my self

that the pain is over

that things

are going to change

the same old words are said

the aching starts in my head

you turn away

can't face the truth

say you love me

but not tonight

so i feel the pain

don't know what i've done

or what to do

just know that the pain

is the same

can i not love you

no

i guess that's not an option

so i will remain

here hurting

till tomorrow

trying to outlive

this pain

i think of yesterday

or was it so long ago

that i first held you

the pure joy of your touch

the love felt by we two

so i can handle the pain

as long as i believe that you still love me

how long will i feel

this pain

how many more times

drivin in the rain

drivin in the rain

i don't care

cause she said yes

my heart is full

my mind is free

my heart sings a song

smiling in the mirror

just waiting to be with her

before when i wasn't with her

i was sad

hated her not being there

now i know i will be with her soon

and sleep doesn't seem my enemy

whether you you believe in god or not

you must agree

that a man needs to be with a woman

and when a man and a women are together

they need to be married

it is the fulfillment of the promise

it is the natural order of things

talk about love so much

and i have been trying to fall in love for a long time

but i can only love someone that loves me back

it isn't in the words

it isn't in the the touch

it isn't a sigh or a kiss

but when you put your heart out

and the response is loving back

you feel it

i am complete

not just saying the words

but feeling the feeling

laying in bed

don't want to get up

as to not awaken her

you softly touch her

and she rolls over and hugs you

and you both smile at one another

then you know you got a chance

everyone wants forever

but everyone wants now

so you have give and take

but some moments are caught as time stops

pausing to let you catch your breath

and you can never go back to that moment

but sometimes you can get there again

so she said yes

and i feel changed

just drivin in the rain

alas

alas

this is the ending

i wait for the final word

alas i am lost

because i don't know

where i am going

i thought i knew

i thought i had found the way

then i prayed for guidance

the answer was you are going

you are doing

the wrong things

the wrong way

so my present is futility

but i asked for the correct path

point me to the way home

but the path is heading

over the edge

i have been here before

i have peered into the darkness

step ahead with blind faith

but that led me to here

perhaps i should surrender

and take the plunge

perhaps i should run

and hurl myself forward

with a great leap

wait maybe i'll just stay here

prop myself up and ponder

where i need to be

i'll wait for the sun to emerge

and my wings to sprout

i will fly

i must learn how to use my wings

at least i will be going in a

different direction

at least i will be going

at least i will be

how do i tell you

how do i tell you

how happy i am

how do i tell you

that i love you

first i

bring your incredible body

close to me

i whisper in your ear

letting you know

how lovely you are

i slowly touch you

firm but gentle

never wanting to

harm a single petal

of my rose

then i kiss you

softly

slowly savoring

every taste of your nectar

i touch your hair

caressing it

between my fingers

i tell you

that no other

has ever

made me feel this way

then i must stop and just embrace you

and in return

you embrace me

the scent of you suddenly

intoxicates me

i lean backwards

against the wall

for i fear

the sudden weakness you caused

i steady myself

close my eyes and say that

i love you

you reply

i love you

now that i possess your love

i feel a lightness

as if gravity lessened

my mind tells me

to kiss you

my heart soars to new heights

i can fly

i see the world so tiny

i am looking down

at the clouds

the sun warms me

the moon

glows for us

the water looks a pale blue

and it so quiet

i kiss you again

and the coolness of the ocean engulfs me

a cloud

in the shape

of a heart

casts a shadow over us

then we lie together

and the music of the nite

overtakes us

i awaken and you are next to me

still in love

how do i tell you

waited for this

felt perfect before

but only for a moment

so when i laid next to you

and i felt like this is exactly

where i wanted to be for so long

i felt no fear

just the love you were giving

you held me and my heart

was at peace

home again

it wasn't that it was perfect

for it was

but i felt the feeling from you

that love i had been missing

you were giving

so i relaxed and

fell asleep

i see the beauty in you

i see the beauty in you

you find the flaws

i touch and feel the softness

you feel a small piece of torn skin

i look at you with wonder

you see only a stare

i look with a man's eye

seeing the love you hold

you look at the world as the woman you are

willing to accept the harshness you find

so when i say you are lovely

realize that is really what i see

and when you say it is not too bad

that is what you see

so when i put my arms around you

and i never want to leave

you reply i can understand

why you might want to leave

i want your warmth

you say i can live without it

i will ask to be with you again

and you will say

i am still here

for i must go to you

because you must accept me

i am rough and raw

you are smooth and silky

i am drawn

you attract

yet you feel my love

as i feel yours

why do i say all this

why do i miss you so

when we're apart

because

i see the beauty in you

i see the love you have to give

fragile

like a delicate flower

held too tightly

it will fall

petal by petal

to the ground

love will not hold it together

nor allow it to grow anew

so i want to hold you

so gently

that your flower will bloom

caused by a love so strong

with a sensitive loving touch

basking in the weather of

good thoughts

and soft kisses

nourished by

a love

delicate and light

filling the heart

with joy

accept my gentle coaxing

to peek out

from the morning dew

and accept my

attention as necessary

to allow you

to handle the weeds

and bugs of life

let love

be stimulus

to show your bloom

allow me to handle

the bloom

with respect

softy gently

if i prick myself

on a thorn

i will bleed

but that doesn't

mean that the flower

is not fragrant

beautiful

i will heal

and reach again

to tend the flower

so that the bloom

will enthrall us all

our hearts captured

set to endure

protected by love

holding you

brenda

all i want to do

all i want to be

is lying next to you

loving you

hugging me

lying next to you

loving you

holding me

holding me

the world seems to stop

and nothing is moving

you and i as one

saying we're loving

lips slowly touching

feel the heat rising

brenda

all i want to do

all i want to be

is lying next to you

loving you

hugging me

lying next to you

loving you

holding me

holding me

quiet is the night

sandman coming down

softness is the feeling

with my arms around

then my eyes are closed

lovely is the sound

brenda

all i want to do

all i want to be

is lying next to you

loving you

hugging me

lying next to you

loving you

holding me

holding me

as i lie in the dark

seems my world is drifting

listening to you

breathing

and now i'm halfway

between life and dreaming

brenda

all i want to do

all i want to be

is lying next to you

loving you

hugging me

lying next to you

loving you

holding me

holding me

seems so long ago

watched the sunset tonite

felt like i was visiting an old friend

seems so long ago that i was working in my cave

sunsets and sun itself was a luxury

and yet when i was in the sun

it was so hot

not my friend

but a torturer

for i had no time to enjoy

the warm richness

of a sunny day

or even the semi-cool evening

seems so long ago

that i dreamed of being in paradise

where the sunset is beautiful

the warm gentle nite breeze

is so refreshing

the water beats on the shore

and invites you in

share my warmth

share my energy

let me revive you

the briskness of a wave

lapping at you

gently pushing you around

seems so long ago

it seems as if the pain

lasted so long

it heals oh so slowly

the hurt remains

but i am comfortable

wearing it now

i don't see her face

in my dreams

i don't get constant

little reminders of her

oh no i haven't forgotten

our love is still in place

but she allows me to live

to have new love

to have new pain

she doesn't try to pull me back

but everyday

i realize i can't

feel her

or hear her

she can't help me

make it thru the day

or nite

so am i sad

do i miss her

sad no

miss her yes

is she gone

not from my heart

but from my side

seems so long ago

to not be able to look in her eyes

or hear her voice

do i understand

no

do i accept

yes

i move forward

and at times

it seems so long ago

but right now it feels like

just a minute later

no now it has passed

it is dark and

i think of sleep

and what a great sunny day tomorrow will be

with a chance for a another

average beautiful sunset

seems so long ago

broken

oft times

i felt broken

like a jumbled mass

of ill fitted pieces

my heart wanted to cry

but my mind said to go on

things will be better

with you everything seems to fit

somehow

you are so incredible

and yet

i get to be close to you

broken no more

your caress makes me whole

i never knew this feeling before

something was always missing

broken with all the pieces

but not fitted together correctly

leaving a hole in the middle

the glue that holds me together

is so fragile

that i fear a wrong turn

false step

or misplaced word

will break me apart again

i want to feel strong

to feel whole

so excuse the small steps

but if i hurry

what happens if i break

since you happened in my life

i feel so satisfied

so unbroken

when i look at you

i see a full life

it is as if i have only one wing

be my other wing

so this love can fly

broken no more

can you trust a dream

the word trust keeps coming up

and i know in the real world

it is such a good solid thing

right now i am searching for that real world

for when i am with you

i am floating along

in some sort of dream land

when we are apart

all the memories are like a dream

no reality could be so consuming and pure

your touch is so soft yet strong

and i am so satisfied

i know i held you and the sun shone thru your hair

but we were so young

and our passion was so fulfilling

that i yearn only

to see your face

that seems now like a vision

i imagined this love

but i am living a dream

can you trust a dream

yes when i hold your face

and kiss your lips

it feels so real

then i think back and say

that couldn't have been yesterday

the excitement of being with you

that feeling of joy

can it return can it be found

after being gone for so long

if you were here

you would say hush

it is only a dream

a dream fulfilled

trust this dream

but live it

with me

yes

you can trust this dream

just have to

just have to say

i love you

just have to hold

and feel your body next to mine

just have to feel the raw emotion

that only you trigger

just have to be with you

if only for just a moment

just have to drink you in

for only you quench my thirst

just have to say

i love you again and again

just have to feel wonderful

because that is how you make me feel

just have to be patient

for time will tell

just have to see another sunset

without you

just have to sleep

wishing it was next to you

just have to want you

and feel your want also

just have to understand

you are worth the lonely times

just have to keep reaching

for you

just have to

say hi baby

just have to enjoy

every second with you

just have to have you

touch my back so gently

just have to

rub your feet

just have to

the heat is right

saw a sunset

clouds trying to share the glory

walked the shore

tested the water

very inviting but not yet

for i want to feel the warmth

i need the heat

avoid the coolness

seeking the heat

tried to finish

but no end

but felt the sweetness and again

so i look to tomorrow

for in today

no heat

no end

but sweetness

i did have

so you make me feel like no other

and i'm different from your past

so let me feel the heat

and you find the end

nothing like a love story

to keep the heart happy

like a slow dance

to an old song

it just makes you feel good

so i will try to relax

and let my self go

not afraid to lead with my heart

my head keeps getting it wrong

the heat is right

remember

the heat is right

sunshine on a cloudy day

i awoke to sounds of thunder

lightning flashes

a gray day

thoughts of just staying in bed

fought my way thru a morn

lacking sunshine

no walk on the beach

only a hope for the evening

when your arms will open

like a butterflies wings

filled with nectar

gathered with tender care

you offer me such passion

i gently rub your feet

your legs draped over me

i feel ours hearts so close

no need for words

when your presence

fills me so

to hold you

to be with you

i feel your love

and you feel mine

so sleep

work

sleep again

love will follow

for love must wait

my love will wait

so strong

i feel so weak

because it seems that i live and die

on your every word and action

this is just too much pressure to put on you

but my passion for you is so strong

i tried to deny the truth

that i love you

and tried to walk away

i couldn't and can't

so how do i

relax

when you seem to push me away

rather not pull me close

i see you always as reaching to me

and when you don't

i hurt

because you fill me

like no other before

daunting

the fact that a simple hug from you

is all i need

to make love to you moves mountains

so much to expect from you

but i only ask for your time

and your love

as much as you can give

so weak am i

so strong are you

be still

quiet your mind

i know that you fear

the emotion between us

but understand that i care

no long for that feeling

i can only tell you

how you make me feel

i know i have said wonderful

many times

but it is impossible to say

the fulfillment you have put in my heart

i have not spoken of love

for it seems i have pledged that before

and i thought i was sure

only to be rejected

or to realize that i was in love with being in love

my heart tells me

what i am feeling toward you is real

i can feel your acceptance

i am willing to walk the path

i want to give you my heart

and want your heart in return

so my hand is reaching for your

so quiet your mind

what the hell

he looked at her
and said with a smile
what's your sign
she waited just awhile
he leaned toward her
and with her own style

says what the heck
no i don't mean that
what the hell oh well
what the hell

she said it wasn't over

she would give the man

one more chance

but when he left and

the door was closed

just a line in the sand

says what the heck

no i don't mean that

what the hell oh well

what the hell

she sings her song

and they all join in

she plays the crowd

can't wait for her to begin

for her to show them

there hearts she can win

says what the heck

no i don't mean that

what the hell oh well

what the hell

her life is a shambles

she helps all who need

a mother to many

a lover to some indeed

and won't cry from the pain

her eyes you can't read

says what the heck

no i don't mean that

what the hell oh well

what the hell

perhaps in the darkness

the sound of rain

not a cloud in the sky

but rain still it came

red eyes in the morn

smile on her just the same

says what the heck

no i don't mean that

what the hell oh well

what the hell

different

you are different

i try to make love to you

and it is different

i am afraid and hesitate

afraid to put my manhood to the test

you accept that and accept all that i give

yet i feel totally satisfied

how can that be

what is this fatal attraction

i have for you

you are very attracted to me

and i am amazed

for you offer me so much

and i fear to give my all

you are not my dream girl

in other women what you have would cause me to run

but in you i am drawn in

i'm not complaining

just need to say it out loud

so i can be sure of my feelings

you are a dream of a woman though

you are stunning

your voice is an acquired taste

of which now i can't get enough

i'm just saying

you are different

and you make me feel different

better than i've felt before

so if i act like i'm enjoying you

i am

if i don't say the words

i still mean them

and if i just look at you

please understand

you are different

but you are so right for me

different

i don't know how to say good bye

sorry that i said i love you

you just were so nice to be with

it seemed i was your dream

and all we did felt so good

so i hope you can not be so hurt

for know i only felt joy

i don't know how to say good bye

for i could take you in my arms

and feel no remorse

for i truly did love you

at that moment

when i held you and made love to you

but i turned to leave and felt so lucky to have you

that i couldn't

i lied to you instead

rather than depart

i could now take your hand

and feel the good thoughts again

i don't how to say good bye

so if i see you again

i will still feel the urge to kiss you

and hold you

but i just sit while you walk away

i just don't know how to say good bye

thoughts

trying to sort out my feelings

said i was in love

but now i don't know

do i want everything

or is nothing better

can i be happy being sad

or do i have any feelings at all

i know that in her arms i feel good

shutting out the rest of the world

but then i leave and i don't know

what i want

i need that slap in the face

the pain of reality

some hardness that hurts

i want to feel

without the fear

for i know that someone will be hurt

and of that i'm not afraid

but being alone is a different kind of hurt

i just can't stop

why can't i feel safe

or is all of this a lie

i hold her

and enjoy her

and tell her i love her

but i don't tell her i am afraid

i don't want her to know

for if i tell her the truth

then i will have to face it

face the loss of love

that i had before

am i over the hurt

not pain but hurt

my heart was torn from me

am i past that

i thought i was

i say i am

so afraid to be without love

have i said too much

too soon

or am i afraid that i am in love

and the past is really gone

and the present is what i am hiding from

what am i feeling

just don't know

hear my silence

thinking of you

felt your tender touch

i know that you want to be courted

but you must know that

i

can't wait to see you

idle words only cause me to

feel feelings that are hard

no impossible

for me to control

so don't ask me to feel

pain

the pain of not being with you

of not holding you

let me wait in silence

listening to the wind

hearing the call of the sea

no now the rain

for when i think of you

it is not in words and phrases but in passion

so when i hold you

you will feel my passion

till then

hush and listen to my silence

right

i don't know what tomorrow will bring

i just know that in your arms

i am real

and right now that is all i need

don't want to look into the future

enjoying the pain of now too much

just wish that i could hold you

cause right now that is all i need

sleep will come

and i will dream

but when i awake

i will still long to be

next to you

cause right now that is all i need

if i look back

and see the past

i have to smile

and thank the time that was

for i know that it was good

but here i am now looking down

cause right now that is all i need

the sun sets slowly

a golden ball falls into the sea

reminding me that

i can't change the path

but can only observe on my way

and when it is dark

i need not the light to see

only that the steps must be taken

and the footprints will be washed away

cause right now that is all i need

what if

what if i told you

that i cared

and held you close

and you told me of your imperfections

and blemishes

that i see as your charm and beauty

your touch is my desire

your kiss my satisfaction

what if you said you cared

and trusted me

that my kiss moved you

and you miss me when i'm not with you

would i change

would you be afraid

what if we laid down together

and looked at the sky

counted a million stars

holding each other

perhaps we would realize

how well we know each other

i knew everything i needed

the first time we talked

held hands

kissed passionately

what if this is real

do we still need to wait

what if

hand on my heart

you put your hand on my heart

just to illustrate a point

but it was such a sensation

it almost skipped a beat

you kept on talking

and i kept on trying to listen

you put your hand on my heart

the wind stopped blowing

and the beach became still

i turned and looked at you

and softly we kissed

just like always

filled with a promise

and full of desire

you put your hand on my heart

perhaps someday

i will put my hand on your heart

i thought the sun was my friend

i thought the sun was my friend

but he is not around

and moon is hiding tonight

of course there is the rain

but he is an intruder

that we just want to go away

i had hopes that the stars

would be shining

and i would see them in your eyes

your warmth next to me

i could close my eyes

and not need to dream

for what is better

you or a dream of you

for now a dream

since i don't have you

song: no not now

no i can't let this happen

no not now

i don't know if i can let it begin

no not now

i thought i was ready

and he caused no pain

but i can't let this happen

because he's got to be the same

no i can' let this happen

no not now

i'm not ready to let it begin

no now now

it feels so different

so gentle and kind

but if i let this happen

what about my mind

no i can' let this happen

no not now

i'm not ready to start again

no not now

if i tell him to leave

if i tell him to just go

i've got all this pain

does he really know

no i can't let this happen

no not now

i don't know if i can let it

no not now