drivin in the rain

drivin in the rain

i don't care

cause she said yes

my heart is full

my mind is free

my heart sings a song

smiling in the mirror

just waiting to be with her

before when i wasn't with her

i was sad

hated her not being there

now i know i will be with her soon

and sleep doesn't seem my enemy

whether you you believe in god or not

you must agree

that a man needs to be with a woman

and when a man and a women are together

they need to be married

it is the fulfillment of the promise

it is the natural order of things

talk about love so much

and i have been trying to fall in love for a long time

but i can only love someone that loves me back

it isn't in the words

it isn't in the the touch

it isn't a sigh or a kiss

but when you put your heart out

and the response is loving back

you feel it

i am complete

not just saying the words

but feeling the feeling

laying in bed

don't want to get up

as to not awaken her

you softly touch her

and she rolls over and hugs you

and you both smile at one another

then you know you got a chance

everyone wants forever

but everyone wants now

so you have give and take

but some moments are caught as time stops

pausing to let you catch your breath

and you can never go back to that moment

but sometimes you can get there again

so she said yes

and i feel changed

just drivin in the rain

alas

alas

this is the ending

i wait for the final word

alas i am lost

because i don't know

where i am going

i thought i knew

i thought i had found the way

then i prayed for guidance

the answer was you are going

you are doing

the wrong things

the wrong way

so my present is futility

but i asked for the correct path

point me to the way home

but the path is heading

over the edge

i have been here before

i have peered into the darkness

step ahead with blind faith

but that led me to here

perhaps i should surrender

and take the plunge

perhaps i should run

and hurl myself forward

with a great leap

wait maybe i'll just stay here

prop myself up and ponder

where i need to be

i'll wait for the sun to emerge

and my wings to sprout

i will fly

i must learn how to use my wings

at least i will be going in a

different direction

at least i will be going

at least i will be

how do i tell you

how do i tell you

how happy i am

how do i tell you

that i love you

first i

bring your incredible body

close to me

i whisper in your ear

letting you know

how lovely you are

i slowly touch you

firm but gentle

never wanting to

harm a single petal

of my rose

then i kiss you

softly

slowly savoring

every taste of your nectar

i touch your hair

caressing it

between my fingers

i tell you

that no other

has ever

made me feel this way

then i must stop and just embrace you

and in return

you embrace me

the scent of you suddenly

intoxicates me

i lean backwards

against the wall

for i fear

the sudden weakness you caused

i steady myself

close my eyes and say that

i love you

you reply

i love you

now that i possess your love

i feel a lightness

as if gravity lessened

my mind tells me

to kiss you

my heart soars to new heights

i can fly

i see the world so tiny

i am looking down

at the clouds

the sun warms me

the moon

glows for us

the water looks a pale blue

and it so quiet

i kiss you again

and the coolness of the ocean engulfs me

a cloud

in the shape

of a heart

casts a shadow over us

then we lie together

and the music of the nite

overtakes us

i awaken and you are next to me

still in love

how do i tell you

waited for this

felt perfect before

but only for a moment

so when i laid next to you

and i felt like this is exactly

where i wanted to be for so long

i felt no fear

just the love you were giving

you held me and my heart

was at peace

home again

it wasn't that it was perfect

for it was

but i felt the feeling from you

that love i had been missing

you were giving

so i relaxed and

fell asleep

i see the beauty in you

i see the beauty in you

you find the flaws

i touch and feel the softness

you feel a small piece of torn skin

i look at you with wonder

you see only a stare

i look with a man's eye

seeing the love you hold

you look at the world as the woman you are

willing to accept the harshness you find

so when i say you are lovely

realize that is really what i see

and when you say it is not too bad

that is what you see

so when i put my arms around you

and i never want to leave

you reply i can understand

why you might want to leave

i want your warmth

you say i can live without it

i will ask to be with you again

and you will say

i am still here

for i must go to you

because you must accept me

i am rough and raw

you are smooth and silky

i am drawn

you attract

yet you feel my love

as i feel yours

why do i say all this

why do i miss you so

when we're apart

because

i see the beauty in you

i see the love you have to give