be still

quiet your mind

i know that you fear

the emotion between us

but understand that i care

no long for that feeling

i can only tell you

how you make me feel

i know i have said wonderful

many times

but it is impossible to say

the fulfillment you have put in my heart

i have not spoken of love

for it seems i have pledged that before

and i thought i was sure

only to be rejected

or to realize that i was in love with being in love

my heart tells me

what i am feeling toward you is real

i can feel your acceptance

i am willing to walk the path

i want to give you my heart

and want your heart in return

so my hand is reaching for your

so quiet your mind

what the hell

he looked at her
and said with a smile
what's your sign
she waited just awhile
he leaned toward her
and with her own style

says what the heck
no i don't mean that
what the hell oh well
what the hell

she said it wasn't over

she would give the man

one more chance

but when he left and

the door was closed

just a line in the sand

says what the heck

no i don't mean that

what the hell oh well

what the hell

she sings her song

and they all join in

she plays the crowd

can't wait for her to begin

for her to show them

there hearts she can win

says what the heck

no i don't mean that

what the hell oh well

what the hell

her life is a shambles

she helps all who need

a mother to many

a lover to some indeed

and won't cry from the pain

her eyes you can't read

says what the heck

no i don't mean that

what the hell oh well

what the hell

perhaps in the darkness

the sound of rain

not a cloud in the sky

but rain still it came

red eyes in the morn

smile on her just the same

says what the heck

no i don't mean that

what the hell oh well

what the hell

different

you are different

i try to make love to you

and it is different

i am afraid and hesitate

afraid to put my manhood to the test

you accept that and accept all that i give

yet i feel totally satisfied

how can that be

what is this fatal attraction

i have for you

you are very attracted to me

and i am amazed

for you offer me so much

and i fear to give my all

you are not my dream girl

in other women what you have would cause me to run

but in you i am drawn in

i'm not complaining

just need to say it out loud

so i can be sure of my feelings

you are a dream of a woman though

you are stunning

your voice is an acquired taste

of which now i can't get enough

i'm just saying

you are different

and you make me feel different

better than i've felt before

so if i act like i'm enjoying you

i am

if i don't say the words

i still mean them

and if i just look at you

please understand

you are different

but you are so right for me

different

i don't know how to say good bye

sorry that i said i love you

you just were so nice to be with

it seemed i was your dream

and all we did felt so good

so i hope you can not be so hurt

for know i only felt joy

i don't know how to say good bye

for i could take you in my arms

and feel no remorse

for i truly did love you

at that moment

when i held you and made love to you

but i turned to leave and felt so lucky to have you

that i couldn't

i lied to you instead

rather than depart

i could now take your hand

and feel the good thoughts again

i don't how to say good bye

so if i see you again

i will still feel the urge to kiss you

and hold you

but i just sit while you walk away

i just don't know how to say good bye

thoughts

trying to sort out my feelings

said i was in love

but now i don't know

do i want everything

or is nothing better

can i be happy being sad

or do i have any feelings at all

i know that in her arms i feel good

shutting out the rest of the world

but then i leave and i don't know

what i want

i need that slap in the face

the pain of reality

some hardness that hurts

i want to feel

without the fear

for i know that someone will be hurt

and of that i'm not afraid

but being alone is a different kind of hurt

i just can't stop

why can't i feel safe

or is all of this a lie

i hold her

and enjoy her

and tell her i love her

but i don't tell her i am afraid

i don't want her to know

for if i tell her the truth

then i will have to face it

face the loss of love

that i had before

am i over the hurt

not pain but hurt

my heart was torn from me

am i past that

i thought i was

i say i am

so afraid to be without love

have i said too much

too soon

or am i afraid that i am in love

and the past is really gone

and the present is what i am hiding from

what am i feeling

just don't know

hear my silence

thinking of you

felt your tender touch

i know that you want to be courted

but you must know that

i

can't wait to see you

idle words only cause me to

feel feelings that are hard

no impossible

for me to control

so don't ask me to feel

pain

the pain of not being with you

of not holding you

let me wait in silence

listening to the wind

hearing the call of the sea

no now the rain

for when i think of you

it is not in words and phrases but in passion

so when i hold you

you will feel my passion

till then

hush and listen to my silence

right

i don't know what tomorrow will bring

i just know that in your arms

i am real

and right now that is all i need

don't want to look into the future

enjoying the pain of now too much

just wish that i could hold you

cause right now that is all i need

sleep will come

and i will dream

but when i awake

i will still long to be

next to you

cause right now that is all i need

if i look back

and see the past

i have to smile

and thank the time that was

for i know that it was good

but here i am now looking down

cause right now that is all i need

the sun sets slowly

a golden ball falls into the sea

reminding me that

i can't change the path

but can only observe on my way

and when it is dark

i need not the light to see

only that the steps must be taken

and the footprints will be washed away

cause right now that is all i need