not leaving

i'm not leaving
for you have become
far too much of me to replace
my heart i have given completely
and i have taken
all of your love that i can
the more i give
the more you give
i want to feel that feeling
now and always
for your love
has made me complete
eternal love doesn't cover you
but simply allows more love into your life
so i wanted to show you
in a way that you could see feel and touch
so this anchor is me
my love my life
for the anchor is always with the ship
yet the ship is still free
and i'm not leaving

47 times

47 times i tried
36 times t cried
23 times i reached for you
15 times i told you
12 times i missed your call
9 times you weren't home
7 times you said yes
4 times i said yes
1 time i lied

said

said i will never leave you
said i love you
said you can trust me
said i want you to be happy
said i want what was best for you
said i know that you love me
said that you are lovely
said you give me so much
said i love you again
said you complete me
said how good it feels to hold you
said my heart is yours
said all these things today
will say all these things tomorrow
will say them forever
said i will never leave you
said i love you