what is this feeling

what is this feeling
when i am with you
your smile touches me
in a way i wish i could describe
i am completely satisfied
i only want for your closeness
you give yourself to me
you give a completeness
that soothes me
your touch is amazing
saying that i am in love with you
is true but
the feeling is much more
the entirety of me
is filled by you
so much so
that i find that some times
i only want to just hold you
and do nothing more
i tried to tell others
how i feel
and it is so hard to put into words
an emotion that is so pure
so filling
i tell you that
i love you
but my heart screams
it is more that that
but my mind says
where are the words
what do i say
so when we lay together
and hold each other
that is all i want
just to hold you
nothing else matters
and yes
i love you

changes

everything won't change in a day

that's what you told me

that things evolve slowly

and true slowly bit by bit

our love has grown

changed

but the same old fears are still there

don't be afraid of saying it all

more and more 

i feel the closeness to you

like no other

but i don't fear it

i embrace it

it just seems that

you have been hurt so much

that yet so much still remains

pain of the heart mind soul and body

i can hope to replace it with love

only a little at a time

so don't be down

life is being good to us

enjoy the smiles

embrace the love

and kiss the sunshine of life

i will hold you again tomorrow

and that is a good thing

and more little changes

and lots more love

brand new yesterday

will you kiss me today
can i kiss you tomorrow
i want to spend my time with you
making brand new yesterdays