em

my em

on my mind

want to feel your touch

can't wait to be in your arms

again

i'll be running to see you

hurrying to feel your touch

listen closely

i love you

my lips say it

my touch says it

my actions show it

please just accept it

embrace my feeling

you're getting the real me

so the next time

i hug and kiss you

listen to your heart

what ever it says

that is the way it will stay

i will treat you the same

in the future as i do now

i am not afraid to love you

only that you

will not let me love you

pull me close

feel me

know me

i am real

wanted to say something

i wanted to say something

my mind just races

with fears and doubts

yet i call your name

and you wish me a good nite

apart as we are

but so near in the heart

i wish to sleep

but not in my empty bed

my mind says no

my body needs to sleep

and my heart misses you

now that i have found you

i don't want to reach for you

and know that you could be next to me

or am i afraid that i will grow old

and still be fighting my enemy

sleep i don't embrace you

but when my love is close and lets me be part of her

peace is in me

yet here i sit

the empty bed is calling

my heart is happy

in love but not with my love

so i feel my heart

and its says

don't go to sleep

for you will awake and be alone

but my soul is content

and i will hold you soon

i'm afraid i will lose you

you're tired of fighting

and i'm afraid to lose

won't sleep

in love

can't be together

long enough

sickness

pain

yearning

feel so strong

but can't use my strength

what good is power

if you can't enjoy it

let me close my eyes

fear

what next

push me away when i'm near

miss me when i'm gone

what kind of love is that

i love you a little

if i could touch you

you would feel my love

if i could kiss you

you would know my love

and if i could sleep with you

you would not

for my love for you would overpower you

and the mountains would bow to our love

the seas would be but tears of joy

and the stars full of comets

proclaiming our love to all the world

so yes i love you a little

the night

spent the night loving you

woke up in the morning

had to have you again

such intensity shook my world

now i'm so satisfied

cause your touch is all i need

your kiss is fire starting

want to tell all the world

that i love you so

the moment we were holding each other

and we became one

is all i need

i want you and no other

i love you is not enough

my partner

my life partner

inside me

inside you

one body

one love

i left her again today

i left her again today

had to go back to pick up some things

i had left behind

grabbed my stuff and put it in the car

asked how are the kids and said mine were fine

she asked if i wanted to stay awhile

said no

i had to leave

glad to be gone

yesterdays with her

weren't as good as my todays with you

so don't ask if i miss her

don't ask if i still have feelings for her

because i have left her again today

someone said you can't miss what you never had

you fill my heart with love

my mind with joy and my body with vigor

i remember the past but don't miss it

i look to my present to fulfill me

you are my partner my love

accept my love as i accept yours

hold my hand in yours and let me gaze at your lovely face

as i smile

happy that i found you

you must forgive me if i only live in the today

for the today with you is all i want need desire

today with you is enough

marie, i made you cry

marie, i made you cry

and i am so happy

each tear was a drop of pain

leaving your body

room was made

for my positive force

you killed me

rather, you made the pain in my heart

die

you can be happy

in my arms

i can be happy in yours

my lips yearn for the loveliness of you

my arms ache for a touch of you

i want to gently run my fingers

thru your hair

over and over again

your scent lingers on my body

my lips still quiver

tingles move along my skin

looking for one word

that can describe this feeling

mentally, physically, emotionally

fulfilled

such a strong feeling

the electricity between us

can't be wrong

i must close my eyes

for that is the only way

for now that i can be with you

my time is not mine

and your time is not your own

only when our space is filled with one another

can we be fulfilled

overcoming my lack

hurting from the want

i feel the calm that

only you can give me

i need more than just you

and i have more than just you

but without you

i am

lost

your in my empty bed

i felt a little alone

not looking forward to an empty bed

sleep was calling

and i must answer

as i rolled over i could feel you from earlier

i could smell your sweet fragrance

it brought a smile to my face

i turned and could feel you shaking in ecstasy

my heart feels full

and my smile is complete

sleep found me quickly

French Twist D.C.: Washington, D.C. à bicyclette

French Twist D.C.: Washington, D.C. à bicyclette