em

my em

on my mind

want to feel your touch

can't wait to be in your arms

again

i'll be running to see you

hurrying to feel your touch

listen closely

i love you

my lips say it

my touch says it

my actions show it

please just accept it

embrace my feeling

you're getting the real me

so the next time

i hug and kiss you

listen to your heart

what ever it says

that is the way it will stay

i will treat you the same

in the future as i do now

i am not afraid to love you

only that you

will not let me love you

pull me close

feel me

know me

i am real

wanted to say something

i wanted to say something

my mind just races

with fears and doubts

yet i call your name

and you wish me a good nite

apart as we are

but so near in the heart

i wish to sleep

but not in my empty bed

my mind says no

my body needs to sleep

and my heart misses you

now that i have found you

i don't want to reach for you

and know that you could be next to me

or am i afraid that i will grow old

and still be fighting my enemy

sleep i don't embrace you

but when my love is close and lets me be part of her

peace is in me

yet here i sit

the empty bed is calling

my heart is happy

in love but not with my love

so i feel my heart

and its says

don't go to sleep

for you will awake and be alone

but my soul is content

and i will hold you soon

i'm afraid i will lose you

you're tired of fighting

and i'm afraid to lose