I'm not hungry

I'm not hungry
no fire in my belly
am I sated
or satisfied
no matter
I don't want to question
I don't want to cry
or yell or ask why
feel good
no great
earlier today I was questioning
if this would last
no concern now
I would do nothing different
now I realize my loss
I must deal with it
the pain is subsiding
the hurt lessens
I still have the love
it was not lost
I changed back to what I was
so I am the same
no better
no worse
Dear Lord I pray to you
help those I pray for
help us sweet Jesus
accept thy will
for by thy grace I/we are saved