Tuesday, December 7, 2010

wanted to say something

i wanted to say something
my mind just races
with fears and doubts
yet i call your name
and you wish me a good nite
apart as we are
but so near in the heart
i wish to sleep
but not in my empty bed
my mind says no
my body needs to sleep
and my heart misses you
now that i have found you
i don't want to reach for you
and know that you could be next to me
or am i afraid that i will grow old
and still be fighting my enemy
sleep i don't embrace you
but when my love is close and lets me be part of her
peace is in me
yet here i sit
the empty bed is calling
my heart is happy
in love but not with my love
so i feel my heart
and its says
don't go to sleep
for you will awake and be alone
but my soul is content
and i will hold you soon
i'm afraid i will lose you
you're tired of fighting
and i'm afraid to lose

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