how many more times

i don't know

how many times

i'm going to feel this pain

i don't know how many times

i can let you hurt me

i don't know how many times

i will walk in the rain

i just know that

i'm not ready to let you

walk out that door

i don't know

how many times

i'm going to feel this pain

i keep telling my self

that the pain is over

that things

are going to change

the same old words are said

the aching starts in my head

you turn away

can't face the truth

say you love me

but not tonight

so i feel the pain

don't know what i've done

or what to do

just know that the pain

is the same

can i not love you

no

i guess that's not an option

so i will remain

here hurting

till tomorrow

trying to outlive

this pain

i think of yesterday

or was it so long ago

that i first held you

the pure joy of your touch

the love felt by we two

so i can handle the pain

as long as i believe that you still love me

how long will i feel

this pain

how many more times