RAIN

Some days are rainy days. Guess what, today it rained.
That means no sunset, no walk to the beach, and no sun.
I'm trying to get back to normal after leaving parts of my heart in Chicago and Lake Charles.
Death is such an unforgiving foe. You can't beat it. It takes so much and gives nothing. They say the person is at peace, but it takes a piece of my heart with each passing.
I ask not understanding, only the ability to continue on.
Dear Lord, I pray that my soul is prepared for your taking. I ask for the healing of my heart and soul. My mind is unable to comprehend the finality of death and the uncertainty of life.
I choose to live and that means I will face death again and probably again and again.
Let me learn to accept your will and steel my resolve so that thy will be done.