need want desire

I heard the words
I said the words
but nothing changed
and everything changed
now is more permanent
the future is possible
sharing is what it is
where it was searching before
now it is found
say the words again
inhale the essence
and ingest the meaning
continue to consume the emotion
while touching the moment
the emotion leads the way
not joy
nor peace
more a lack of hunger
a cause to sit
ponder maybe question
or is it relief
no need to run
or chase
to try to impress
I am found
accepted
it is acceptance
yes complete acceptance
is that what I was looking for
maybe I am not sure
of what it is
I am just positive
that I have what I need want desire