trying to accept

trying to accept
first I have to realize
that I can't change what happened
that I have no control over
some events
and that the events that
I think I have control over
are subject to change
changes I didn't count on
changes I'm not prepared for
then I have to accept God's will
if I can
I can find the strength
I am weak and make too many mistakes
I start in the wrong direction
and don't know where I am
lastly
accept the fact that good things
can happen
and enjoy them
don't ask why
I'm trying to accept
where I am
and who I am
I must accept the good I have
I'm trying to accept