so alive

not that I felt bad before
maybe not complete
a piece missing
a puzzle incomplete
I asked for some kind words and good feelings
I received a new way of living
I just feel so alive
so good inside
past is just a distant memory
present is the concentration
for what better
than to just throw yourself
into living
enjoying life
hugging your security blanket
and loving the smiles
saw a sunrise
meant that I have a chance
a prescription to alleviate the past
and ignore the future
I will not think
I will try to close my eyes and feel my way
searching for the soft wind and warm surf